My bubble has been popped... ouch!

the hurt and the pain in the world is becoming more and more real to me, more than i can bare sometimes. Its so unfair, so sad. But as i struggle with the crazyness that seem to gather around me, closing in to suficate me... i come to realize more and more that i can not make decisions for those i love to live for God. But i wish i could do something else other than stand by and watch in pain, the self destructive behavior that leads them further from any form of truth and real love? i feel like i could do more to help. i am trying hard to trust God, bc He gave us all free will and we choose willfully which path to take.... to live for God or to go against God, so who am I to think i can make them do anything? it is just so difficult to watch.

this is so odd, i feel weird stating their are absolutes bc the world is so relative. I know there is right and wrong, but i feel so judged when i voice that fact. No one wants to hear they are wrong, but at the same time there are not many people who want to do what is right. who want to activly stand up against the injustice in this world. I am guilty of this as well. I feel lost when it comes to acting upon my outrage bc i struggle with knowing what to do, how to do and sometimes gaining the strength and courage to do what i know i need to do.

what do you do when you are completely heartbroken, but you don't know what to do about it...

i look at the world, i see the drugs and alcohol , the sex and lack of respect for people, the apathy and hypocracy, the lies and hurt and my heart sinks.... i see the same things happening in the lives of my friends, those i love dearly and my heart breaks completely.
how do you find the balance between the hurting of the world and joy of the Lord?

struggling to find balance

"Everything I think about

Makes me feel like a version of myself

They tell, their lies

And we all synchronize

We want, the truth

Give us the absolute

We need, your help

Cause we've got nothing left to lose"