Tough

I was good all day. I refused to go near the Grad table at the party because I knew I would get sad. Once I got home and tried to read the cards I lost it. I only got through Jared’s and Niki’s part/note before my eyes were so full of tears I couldn't read anymore. You never really know how much people care until your told. I have realized this fact over the past semester with the whole "Kevin dying" incident, the car accident and just what I hear from different people. I know it may not mean much, but I do love all of you Clarionites more than words can express and I would do anything for any of you ant anytime. You all have meant so much to me, more than many of you may ever know.
These next two weeks are going be tough. I am going to try to stay strong.
I don't think it will fully affect me though until fall rolls around and I don't come back. I mean seriously, I have been in school for 3/4ths of my life... this is going to be weird! But alas the next phase in my life has presented itself to me and in 2 weeks clarion will be a memory. Of course I will visit, if I am wanted back, but still it is not the same. I am so excited to hear/see what God will be doing over the summer and next year.
Your time here will go by fast, take advantage of every moment. I can honestly say I do not regret one minute. I am going to stop before I start crying again…. *sigh