hangin with jess

i am hangin with jess at her house... we are watching a movie (pride&prejudice). i thought i would take this time to update the blog.

the wedding last wk was fun. i got the chance to hang out with my out of town cousins. and once again i was asked to be photographer... i believe this is the third wedding i was asked to photograph. it was fun. the view of the city was amazing. however, it did get kind of crazy as the night went on... no comment.

i took my cousin from texas (patrick) and my aunt (diane) down to the point on the 4th. Pat had never been to the point before. We enjoyed the regatta and he got to see the fountain. it was a fun day. i enjoy hanging out with patrick when they are able to come visit. i am eager to visit them in texas, hopefully someday.

patrick came down to meet with me on thur. and came to bible study. it was nice to hang out with him and have him meet my friends.

friday i went to visit amber, we went to the park and talked about a great many things and played on the swingset... that was fun.

saturday i did not do much of anything, some cleaning and reading... just enjoying my time doing nothing. i am always on the go, it was nice to have a day where i did nothing.

sunday i saw the new pirates movie... not impressed... there was no ending. then i had dinner with kristi, that was nice and went home to clean some more....

.... that brings me to today! i am hanging out with jessi, the family is away so we are taking over the house. she needs to be 3 places at once 'india, america and subway'. so if any of you know how we can make that happen let me know.

i am looking forward to the wkend. my picnic is coming up. i do enjoy hosting gatherings of this sort. bringing people together is a favorite past time of mine. i do have a lot of cleaning and preparation before saturday, yet i am very busy in the evenings to come... not sure how i will get it all done... but it will get done.


... ... ... i have so many thoughts swimming around in my head... contradicting eachother, how can i know for certain which one is the right one? or maybe they are both right, just in different situations... i do believe for many things their is a black and a white, but there are many issues that are gray... bc everyone is different and has a different set of convictions. i long so deeply to be in Gods will, but there are not spacific directions in the bible for my life, so it is hard to know if i am going where i need to go... living each day by faith. one step at a time. i can not look too far into the future or my focus gets fuzzy and misplaced... i do not know what the future hold, all i know is what is should do... i need to draw closer to God everyday and walk with him and he will guide me. life can be very confusing... but that can make it exciting. standing firm on what i know and thinking over that which i am not sure of....
... sorry this is kind of a random entry. i am getting tired and the movie is coming to an end... so is this blog.