not you again

who do you think you are
you think you have all the answers
you think you have it all together
but i know you better
i know you are broken inside
ready to crumble down
and cry
at any moment

you pretend to be so strong
so confident
so no one will know you are
feeble, fragile
you don't know what to do

there are so many senerios rolling around in our head
where does your future lie?
i do not know
but i do know you are frightened
not knowing where to go
or what the next step is

you think your so smart
you think you can manipulate me
into feeling something i don't
and push me around
telling me what i need to do
because you don't have a handle on your life
you think you can control mine???

your so pathetic
you can never do anything
step out in faith and see what happens
why are you so scared
to trust the One who cares
more for you than
anyone else ever could

I screamed this all
crying, tears streaming
I screamed so loud
into the mirror


by ME (Krista Joy)