This wk has been pretty busy, although not as busy as wks past. No more classes, no more books... I have realzed something this wk, people are really going to miss me... Wow! I have always been quite a loner my whole life, jumping for group to group. I never knew i made such an impact.
Although, I found a home in IV and that was my core place, I jumped around a lot still, within and outside my comfort zone. I have always know the depth of my love for everyone i care about, but I never realized the depth of love returned to me. Ofcourse I know people care, and I know to some degree the depth, but I really didn't know how deep or that I made that much of a difference.
I spoke a few posts back about leaving a leagacy. It is my friends that are my Legacy. They are the ones who hold the memories of who I was, who i am and who I wanted to be. They also have some really funny, crazy and embarassing stories. My lagacy lives on in all of their hearts. If I were to die right now I would have no regrets. I loved as deep as I knew how, i cared for as best I knew how, and I lived a life like Jesus the best I knew how. Wow, i feel like i am writing my obituary.
I love you all more than I could ever say in words or express in actions. I know I have told you that many times, and I am going to continue saying it because it is true. You all have a special place in my heart that can never be erased.
Dear Brothers and sisters, I can not thank you enough for all the encouragement you have given me over the past four years. I have seen some amazing men and women rise up and I have seen some serious growth among you. My prayer is that you all continue to grow stronger and deeper In love with Jesus Christ. You have all been the wind beneath my wings at various points in my life, you are my Hero because you chose Christ over the world. That is one of the hardest decisions anyone can ever make.
PS - - I don't know if i can take anymore freaking out from other people. I am supposed to be the one freaking out and scared and nervous. I am cool as a cucumber, so why are so many others crying at my leaving? I have a feeling this wkend may get a little emotional. God is in control. He is the one that has been taking care of you all along and He will take care of you when I leave. Our God is an Awesome God, faithful and true. Trust that he know s what He is doing.
I hope this entry makes sense, Its late/early and I am kind of tired... take it as you will.
Now lets make this last wk a good one!!!
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