Letting God

I have a peace about me which I normally would not have right now. I trust God is in control and He will bring you back to where He wants you, where you need to be............

(rewind) I feel sick that I can not be there with you. The one bad thing about haveing friends all over the globe is that you can not always be with them when they are going through something rough. Although sometimes it is a good thing, God can work better with out my interference. I wan to be an encouragment and comfort to you in any way I can.
I know you do not know to the full extent or fully believe me whan I say this, but it's true, and you can't change the facts: You have taught me things only you could teach, you have done things for me only you could do, you have been my mentor and my friend and I love you more than I could ever express in words. I want to see your dreams come true, I will support ou in anything you want to do. I may not be able to go with you, but I am there in spirit. You are forever on my heart and in my prayers. You do not have to do anything or be someone else to gain my attention. Be yourself... no, your not perfect. Yes, you have flaws... and I love them. They are what make you uniquely you. I may get frusterated with you and even sometimes a little angry, but it is through those times that I learn the most from you, from our relationship. I know you feel you should give more, but you have given me more than you realize, more than you may ever know. I am so grateful to have you as a friend. You make me happy and I hurt thinking of how much pain you are in. My heart broke when I was listening to you. Take all the time you need, its ok to be angr with God as long as you talk to Him and ou are honest with Him. I will be praying for you as you seek after Him. I love you! This is just another low and we will get through it. (fast forward)

About an hour-ish ago I was was broken into piece bc a friend of mine is haveing a very rough time and I can not go to him. I can not be there for him. But I think it is best. I can not get in the way of God's work if I am not there.

Lord, I pray you hear my brothers tears tonight. Hold him and hear his crys of anger and disappointment. Take care of him and help him to understand or at least come to a peace about this.