So if you could not tell by the previous 4 posts... I enjoy Beverly Mitchells new CD. My blogger is not connecting so I guess I will use facebook tonight... so much is going on lately... very busy and consequently very stressed. GG went into the hospital Monday and they are kept her a few days. I think she is coming home tomorrow. Anyway, lots to do. I am apt hunting… hoping to be out and in b early June! We shall see how that goes… God it’s all you!
One of my friends asked me earlier the wk why I don’t date… I feel like I have to explain this a lot. I’m the type of person who like to acquire friends. I don’t like messy break ups or broken relationships… which seems to happen after the dating is over. I don’t know when/if I will date… like the previous post ‘if it ain’t true’… what’s the point in getting all caught up in a relationship if its not real true love. No I know some of you will say that’s how you get to know the other person… by dating and hanging out one on one… and while I semi agree… I would much rather get to know someone in a group setting and become friends first… that way if dating is an option if it does not work out we can hopefully be friends afterwards.
May be I am just saying this bc I am terrified of commitment, marriage is a BIG decision… I don’t know… maybe I will never get married. Maybe he’s out there somewhere… Either way I know now is not the time…. Too much to do… I need to get a little more settled and a little less broken. This has been a really HARD year. But God has pulled through and is still leading me through this jungle of chaos. Maybe I will hit a valley by my birthday… Texas here I come! Now I must leave my quite space and enter back into the madness.
PS – as for true love, I believe true, God love is more than between to people… it’s God’s people lovin’ on each other and the world. I don't think true love should wait i think true love should love now, everyone you can... 1 cor 13 style … but this is a whole other post for a whole other time.
giving it back ;o)
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