I am having a rough time being single right now.
Weird i know.
I thought coming to china would make it easier because i have a focus and a purpose. But it is much MUCH harder. not because there is someone i am into, not because i am lonely... i don't really know why. I just know i really really want to have someone in my life that loves me fully for me. someone to hold and wants to hold me back, someone to take care of, some one to share my life with and someone who wants to be with me til the end. i know that person may never come. it's a sad thought, but my desire grows stronger, so i have to keep hope alive that he is out there somewhere. waiting, searching and wanting me too.
Until then, all i can do is preoccupy myself with other things to try to take my mind of it, which is currently not working. But it's all i know to do right now.
*sigh*
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