so the first two come easy for me... i can trust with my heart and my soul... but my mind wonders way too much... I have not been trusting God with my mind and that has been effecting everything else.
Satan puts the lies in my head, but it is I who take them and run with them, twisting them and end up believing them. It is I who am to blame for not putting my total trust and faith in God. It is very difficult to do. I never realized how much i like to know the next step. I am pretty laid back and most things i can flow with, but this for some reason gets under my skin. Why is it so hard to trust with this?
Maybe its because I want it so badly, maybe its because I have always known in the past the next step, maybe its because I am weak.
Lord I am sorryfo not trusting you... I wish i could say from here on I will, but that would be a lie. I wish I could, I do want to, but I need Your help. I can not fight this on my own. The battle belongs to you... i give you that and all I am and all i will be. and as much as i hate asking for this, please grant me patience.
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