pain

face down
on the ground
i repent of all my sin

not worthy of
Your grace and mercy
Your forgiveness
or Your love

this frail
tired body
rests
prostrate
on the ground
face down
in my tears
as they
continuously flow

Lord i need You
more than ever
so much aching
in my being
i can't let go
of all this chaos
its all i have to hold on to
so i pray
You'll take it from me

Lord i know
i'm small
and fragile
full of sin
and
full of shame

not good for much
of anything
except for what
You'd have me be

i'm so disgusting
to myself
so ugly
so unkind
so full of sin
i'm dying
so wretched
is this child

So Lord i need you
more than ever
my faith
finds hope in You
And with that hope
i hope to find
that i may love again

Lord I pray now
please take me
this pitiful body
this broken soul
twist it and break it
mold it and make it
what of it You want

i'm Yours forever Yours
Your Kingdom come
Your will be done